Memories remain in the past

Recently, I went out with one of my friends that I haven't seen in quite sometime. She and I were talking about what's been happening in each other's lives and then about certain relationships...things in the past. Some of these were great memories don't get me wrong, but some brought back sadness, pain. I remember now why I decided to forget the bad and only chose to remember the good qualities/memories. Although, it's been awhile since I've had to go back, down that road, memory lane...and honestly, I guess it was good to talk about it w/ one of my girlfriends....I guess I'm not good at hiding my feelings, I'm like an open book sometimes. The outcome from this was that I was able to get to know her better, also seek advice as well, and most importantly talk about my faith. I cherish these moments most, getting to know each and everyone of my friends. One friend of mine, made me realize a few days ago, that this kind of act was very admirable...I think that was the word used. Putting others before yourself. Although time isn't always on my side, every moment spent sharing about life experiences, faith, is one step closer for her getting to know Christ.

The downside: Memories that I tried to forget, rather that I had blocked away in my mind, has resurfaced lately. Although I can't answer for why everyone behaved a certain way a couple years ago, I am only responsible for my own actions. Of course, there is a reason why it's called the "past" because, it was meant to stay there. Everyone was in a different stage, a different phase in life, just as you(the reader) and I are now. If each person was able to take away the pain, the hurt, that was said, life would be too easy.