Decisions and Prayer

Today made me think about how almost half the year is over...I look back and wonder what have I done? What did I really accomplished?

I've been praying about the choices I made this year and some of the sacrifices to get where I am today. Did I make the right choices? Have I neglected those closest to me? Did I hurt them? I've been pondering these questions lately. To my dismay, I don't know the answers. I know people come and go in my life and I'm sorry if I've pushed you away. There have been a few people that I've grown closer to this year that have been there for me emotionally and spiritually. I praise God that I had the opportunity to get to know these wonderful people that have impacted my life greatly. You know who you are. No matter how far or how close you are, you have often made time for me and I for you.

I guess now for some good news...I cherish the friendships I've made this year and hve found it encouraging to see how much our friendships have grown. God will lead the way, just trust Him. The Lord has definitely shown me more about myself and what I have yet to learn. He has shown me that no matter what happens, He will find a way to carry me through. He uses his servants to help guide me and provide support. It's as if the people I've met this year set off a chain reaction of events this year. I am fortunate to have you all in my life!! I am truly blessed.

When I'm feeling down, I just look at what the Lord has blessed me with and be glad. He holds me in his arms and loves me for who I am and will never let me go. Amen.