Do U have any regrets? Did U wonder "what if"?

If you're like me, these things ponder in your mind. In my case, I started thinking these thoughts tonight during my "Sharing" time in fellowship. I saw how God has led me to another church and the impact I've had on everyone there. I have seen how God has worked me into their lives and theirs into mine. I give all the praises and glory to God for showing me and teaching me about myself and where my strengths and weaknesses are. Until last year, I didn't know or I should say unsure of "who I am"...For some of those who have known me for quite sometime, will know that I used to be a shy shy person. I'd just blend in w/ the wall so to speak. I didn't have the best time growing up in my teenage years. I guess you could say, those are some of the years I'd rather forget. There are good memories but there are also some deep, sad stories that even looking back, I can't believe I even had thoughts of myself dying and I don't mean from natural causes. Maybe, it's something I'll share w/ my closest friends one day...it's quite depressing really...
But now, I will admit I am at a happy yet confused stage in life, but for some reason...I started thinking..."what if?" You know those thoughts of, do I regret not saying "goodbye", if I said this and that instead of such and such...what would my relationship w/ my friends be like? I guess, so many unanswered questions, because I am one of those people who go through life, thinking "what if"...We all make choices everyday, it is inevitable...sometimes it's the right one and sometimes well.......what can I say? Someone gets hurt...or something goes wrong. I've realized that no one is perfect, life is so noooooooot perfect but I pray to God that He helps me and all of you to help lift each other up spiritually, to be able to have the "honest community"...

Signing off for now as it's like way past my bedtime=)