Am I too cold hearted?

Lately, I've been doing a lot of thinking...one of the things I realize is that a lot of my friends are going through the "job seeking" transition. A lot of my friends are looking for jobs and as much as I'm trying to use "my connections", sometimes I feel that I'm not really doing enough. I mean my mind and heart say one thing but what actually comes out of my mouth is something different. I care about my friends a lot, and I want what's best for them. I keep them in my prayers and ask them how he/she is doing but why do I still feel like, I'm not giving my 100%? My friends have been there for me in the past year or so and I want to be there for them as well, but sometimes, I don't know why I'm hesitant...If you know me, you will know that I use MSN and email a lot as opposed to the "phone"; however, that's been changing lately. It's so different, I mean talking to someone on the phone, hearing his/her voice and their emotions. I think, one of my faults is that I care about them so much it hurts me that I can't help them more. I just wish they realize that I will always be there for him/her...It's hard for me to express how I feel sometimes, b/c I'm afraid of being hurt or hurting others. Sometimes, I'm too blunt w/ the things I say...or comment on.

Well enough babbling for now...

To all my friends, "I hope you all know that I will be there for you, you are the World to me...That's what Friends are for."